Some truths about me:
- I write.
- I don’t write often enough.
- I like food, dogs and zombies.
That last one was a gimme. It’s still true.
Every person on this earth carries baggage and has issues about something; I’ve got two huge trunks that I drag behind me, one for my weight and the other for writing. I’ve recently started to lessen my “I’m fat” load, so it’s only fitting that I’ve got a new outlook on writing. It may sound harsh, but, as Renée Michel says Muriel Barbery’s novel The Elegance of the Hedgehog, “I am rarely friendly — though always polite.” So here it harshly is:
If you’re waiting for inspiration, stop. This is an avoidance tactic, and even if it is successful all you are doing is crippling yourself. It’s amateurish and, frankly, a boring reason to not be writing*. Writers, serious ones anyway, don’t have the luxury of inspiration. They just get the work done. And yes, it is work. You may find writing fun and rewarding and many other cheering words, but when you get down to it, writing is work. It takes effort.
This is, of course, not to say that you can’t be inspired. I spent most of yesterday at Grub Street‘s annual Muse and the Marketplace writers’ conference; I’ve been to the past two Muses, but this was the first year where I was a volunteer and only stayed for one day. Still, I left feeling truly excited to go home and write. It was pretty much a given that I would, since as a volunteer I was able to pop in and out of as many workshops as possible. That’s how I got to
- listen to Sinead O’Connor with Steve Almond (“I want to reach a place where defenses are converted into real feelings… the feelings that make us genuinely alive.”)
- participate in a Choose Your Own Adventure-esque exercise on circumstance-driven fiction with Jessica Shattuck
- laugh and learn at Lynne Barrett‘s discussion on plot (“You can’t have twenty-seven strippers.”)
- frantically scribble notes while the immensely quotable Anita Shreve spoke about problem-solving in novel writing (“Sometimes when you think you’re stuck you’ve gone down the wrong tributary,” for example. And the best: “We don’t strive for beautiful sentences. We strive for arresting sentences.”)
- disassemble the high-concept novel with Allison Scotch
- find out exactly what makes agents and editors stop reading a manuscript
- get Alisa Libby‘s perspective on writer’s block (“The writing process is happening in your head, even if you’re not sitting down and writing.”)
- watch a panel discussion on MFA programs featuring Liza Ketchum, Maud Casey, Ron MacLean, Benjamin Percy and Bret Anthony Johnston (whose passionate words on writing seemed like a natural title to this post: “Writing is not an indulgence. The writer gives up indulgences to write.”)
- meet an interesting group of young writers
- come home with a stack of new books and a long list of more to read
Not a bad way at all to spend a sunny Saturday.
But to get back to my original point… if you need inspiration to feel motivated, I won’t try and take it away from you. I’m just asking you to stop waiting for it. It may not come, or it may not come as often as you like, and all that’s going to happen is that you’ll find another excuse to not write, which is never going to be as interesting as anything you do write.
Please don’t be boring.